failed my osce. scar has healed quite a bit. but it's a permanent scar.
be honest, i'm jealous that people having fun out there, laughing playing and i'm palpating stink venous foot. reading talley again and again. i'm frustrating, fighting inside me, but what can i do? nothing. the only thing that can cheer me now is counting down on days before i go have a break.
Am i actually walking on a path that suit me?