Monday, February 22, 2010

Depressive Disorder

I hate Monday! Monday is dark, depressing, busy, all the bad things!

I dunno if it's Normal or my standard is worrisomely low.

In PBL, Varun n I were in charged of Prognosis n Mx for schizo. I did most of the homework for it, u can put it 98%. When it came to discussing with group members, i couldn't even formed a proper sentence ... speaking like word salad... it's so distressing and i feel so shitty low now. I couldn't concentrate on anything after the PBL. I'd tried but my mind just shifted away.

Another thing, i couldn't catch what patients say! this is a big problem. Either their words glued together or too softly or their native new terminology. I really feel like banging my head against wall now. It's bad, i'm at risk of self harming! really bad! ...

2 comments:

Dino said...

i knw tht feeling.. very depressed one lo....

Skinny Monkey said...

dino zai, is it normal?? I feel like banging my head...